i started high school at the end of august.
i actually like all of my classes.
and i really really like him.
i'm extremly glad that it's worked out this way.
saturday was fun, we spent the entire night together.
he's not immature. he's not an asshole.
i hope this goes well. x]
- Location:room.
- Mood:
nerdy - Music:cute is what we aim for.
never.
in a billion years.
would i think i'd go for someone like you.
i guess people do change.
i'm anxious to see how this turns out.
"You have this smile, i'm lucky to be yours.
That spans for days
I've stayed awake not knowing whether you
Will call me.
Tell me that I shouldn't fall for you
Tell me that this happened way to soon
Tell me that I shouldn't fall for you
Oh god... I fell for you."
hair appointment on friday... i don't know what the heck i'm gonna do with it. as of right now, "super blonde with two black peekaboo highlights."
hellz yeah.
i love micayla. (:
- Location:room.
- Mood:
confused - Music:self against city.
request from this list;;
all uploaded to mediafire, and .zip files.
ranges from mp3 to m4a.
*COMMENT WITH WHAT YOU TAKE.
*TELL ME IF ANY LINKS ARE MESSED UP.
kthx.
notice: all albums have ALL the songs that are on the orignial tracklisting.
some track numbers might be mixed up, that's just how my iTunes rolls.
some (and most) albums will have extra tracks, including acoustics and bonus tracks.
delete them once you download, if you desire.
i normally have all these albums already uploaded, so you don't have to wait and ask.
but i'm running slow on this, so the more you request the more you help me get this done.
i just don't have the patience to sit here and upload EVERY single album haha.
- Location:room.
- Mood:
anxious - Music:TV: Judge Alex.
"And I smile at the photographs
of endless nights and endless laughs
there's nothing else to say."
i really liked it there.
i LOVED talking to him.
i want to see him again.
so very badly.
he's EVERYTHING i can see myself with.
except for the fact.
we live in different countries.
and i'll show him love that he's never seen (:
that's the worst picture ever. but i love it =]
- Location:rroom.
- Mood: determined
- Music:a rocket to the moon.
1. Are you tan? nope. white. as mayo.
2. Do you use ProActive? Nope.
3. Do you wear make-up daily? Not everyday but most days,
4. Do you own Chanel perfume? Nope. Overrated.
5. Do you shower daily? Mhm.
6. Do you go to the tanning bed? Nope.
8. Do you use MAC make-up? No thank you.
9. Do you use other make-up products? bare minnerals =]
Friends
10. Is a best friend a promise or a label? promise.
11. Do you have more than one best friend? yeah.
12. Do you have too many friends to name? no.
13. Do you hang out with with friends everyday? nope, i do believe i'd go crazy.
14. Do you have pictures of your friends on your walls? yeah yeah =]
15. Do you call more than 2 of your friends regularly? regularly? no. every now and then, sure.
16. Are your best friends girls? nope.
17. Are your friends in a lot of your classes? currently.. no,
Fashion and Style
18. Do you have style and originality? none at all, haha.
19. Do you own a designer handbag? nope.
20. Do you own something from Lacoste? who?
21. Do you wear leggings? haha, yeeess'm.
22. What is the only color you will never wear? yellow.
23. Do you get tips from magazines? Sometimes, but not really.
24. Do people copy your style? no?
25. Do you wear sweats a lot? nah.
TV and Movies
26. Are you a movie freak? no.
27. Have you seen over 30 movies in the past 2 months? ah, no.
28. Do you have a show that you MUST watch? gossip girl, family guy.. err.. idk.
29. Have you ever seen an episode of Grey's Anatomy? nope.
30. Is your favorite movie Finding Nemo? hellz yeah.
31. Do you like classic movies? nope.
32. Do you watch 30+ hours of TV a week? probably.
33. Do you own over 100 DVDs? no
34. Is Law and Order one of your favourite shows? yeah, i'll watch it if it's on.
Sports
35. Do you like sports? Not really.
36. Do you play sports year-round? Nope.
37. Do you like to watch boys sports? Sure...?
38. Do you love the Minnesota Twins? I have no idea who that is.
39. Do you swim? yeah yeahh.
40. Do you like to run? not really. lazy bones.
41. Is volleyball the best sport? Psht no.
Music
42. Do you like all types of music? sorta.
43. Do you hate rap? some of it.
44. Have you been to 5+ concerts? nope.
45. Have you ever been to a concert? yes'm =]
46. Do you like Panic At The Disco? they;re alright.
Family
47. Are you an only child? nope.
49. Do your grandparents spoil you? They have at times, yes.
50. Do you have a lot of cousins? nah, not really. i have 7.
51. Do you love your family? Mhmm I do.
52. Do you have half/step brother(s)/sister(s)? nopee.
Appearance
53. Are you tall? yes, yes =]
54. Do you wish you were tall? yes, yes =]
55. Is your shoe size 8? yes, yes =]
56. Are you comfortable of your appearance? no no =]
57. Are your eyes blue? yes yes =]
58. Is your hair brown? nnnnnnope. has been though.
59. Are you wearing jeans at the moment? nope. no pants. a dress, actually.
60. Have you been called pretty before? mhm.
Go to www.urbandictionary.com
and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST definition it gives you...1) Your name?
Avery.
"yeahh shes amazing and talented in avery way!"
2) How old are you?
14
A Neo-Nazi/White supremacist number. "14" refers to the 14 words, which are "We must secure the existence of our people and a future for white children". Often used in conjunction with 88.
3) One of your friends:
Matthew.
4) What Should You Be Doing?
Chores.
5) Favorite Food?
Italian Food.
6) Word to describe yourself?
Weird.
8) Car you drive?
I uh, don't drive a car.
10)Your last name?
Koch.
2. When a place is nice to stay.
2. This place is a koch.
- Location:living room.
- Mood:
hungry
forever the sickest kids.
between the trees.
charlotte sometimes.
katy perry.
mayday parade.
the lordz.
the briggs.
7/6/08 best day of my life. =]
but on the other hand.
you're fucking scum.
i know everything.
if you even THINK that something will happen.
think again.
- Location:living room.
- Mood:
content - Music:between the trees, hoee.
"Voted most likely to end up on the back ok a milk box drink
Looks like I'm letting them down
Cause seven, seventy-five isn't worth and hour of my hard work and time
When you can't afford half the shit they advertise
Ohh I'm worth more then they ask more then the two-tag generation full of regret
Ohh I won't settle noo, ohh I can't settle
I wanna break the mold, I wanna break the stereotype
Fist in the air I'm not going down with out a fight
It's my life and I'm not sitting on the sidelines watching
It pass my by
I'm leaving you my legacy
I gotta make my mark
I gotta run it hard
I want you to remember me
I'm leaving my fingerprints
I'm leaving my fingerprints on you"
doo doo doo, warped on sunday.
i swear to GOD if anyone calls be during it, i'll molest you. then kill you so you can't enjoy it =]
it's going to be bloody hot, which will make it 34121 times worse, haha. my MAIN goal is to see katy perry and charlotte sometimes.
i'll also go after, forever the sickest kids, we the kings, the audition and whatever stage i get shoved too =]
- Location:bed.
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:the audition
Which shampoo is in your bathroom right now? i have like 342 kinds of shampoos. my FAVORITE though, is my dove <3
Honestly, if you could have anyone in the world, who would it be? honestly, i don't know.
What are you listening to right now? charlotte sometimes.
Do you watch MTV anymore? yeah.
How do you feel about your hair? i love hair. mine needs to be dyed though.
What time do you wake up for school? 620 if i want to get ready. 650 if i don't care.
What DVD is in your player right now? juno.
Last two numbers in your phone number? 51
- Location:bed. laptop.
- Mood:
frustrated - Music:metrostation/charlottesomtimes
You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is... suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with. It's like I realized that way down inside, I've always been lonely for something. But I don't know what for. It's like... everybody in the world wants something. Only they never really know exactly what it is - they just keep finding out what it's not. You know how, when you turn off the TV or you come out of some concert, and everything just feels... empty? Like you thought that would be what you wanted, and then it wasn't?Why is it we always fall for our best friends? Is it because we know we can trust them? Is it because we know them so well? Is it because of the way they know exactly what's going on in our heads? Or is it because they are there any day, anytime, anywhere without the promise of kisses, intimate touches or whispered sentiments of love? I think we love them because they are there when there is nothing in it for them except for that little glimmer of hope that maybe someday there will be. I suppose I'm a little bit scared. You might not like it that I felt so much for him. But that was then. You are here now, you make me and define me. It's over after all but he's still a part of me. And I want you to know all about it, so there are no secrets.But its ironic because that's how I live my life. I smile on the outside, and everyone thinks I'm doing fine but I'm always dying inside, always one step away from the edge you know? I can't be happy to be who I am because I don't know who I am anymore. So don't waste your time on me.
- Location:room.
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:national product.
braces off, yo.
it's now official. "standardized dress code"
we'll have to see how this works out.
I'll be there when close your eyes hold you tight say goodnight.
- Location:laptop.in the living room.
- Mood:
lazy - Music:ftsk.
I can't control myself or contain my thoughts
It's eating me up inside
Now I see everything a little more clearly
The bad ways the good things was this every good thing for me
Whoa oh oh
Was this every good thing for me
Your just a phone call away
Every day you seem further away
I do my best to throw my pride aside and apologize cut myself down a notch
And I know I said some things that hurt
Through 97missed calls I'll finally get over you
All I, all I really wanted was a good job
A nine to five never seemed to cut it
Was too wrapped up in her to be working like that
Soon you'll see that everything will work out for me
So keep your promises you promised to me"
- Location:grounded. haha.
- Mood: irritated
- Music:forever the sickest kids.
your lines always sound better the first time.
- Location:room.
- Mood:
pissed off - Music:london.
Music
1. Most of the music on my iPod is rock
2. I am in a band
3. I write a lot of songs
4. I am a good singer
5. I play drums
5. I can rap
7. I don't care much about genres
8. Music is not a really significant part of my life
9. I live for music
10. I love going to gigs
11. I like to dance
12. I hate mainstream music
Personality: I am…
13. Cautious
14. Impulsive
15. Romantic
16. Sweet
17. Daring
18. Creative
19. Organised
20. Extroverted
21. Bubbly
22. Happy
23. Moody
24. Hyper
25. Immature
26. Intelligent
27. Curious
28. Hot-headed
29. Friendly
Physical
30. I have blonde hair
31. I think I am good-looking
32. I have red hair
33. I have dark hair
34. My hair is dyed
35. I am tall for my age
36. My eyes are blue
37. My eyes are green
38. My eyes are brown / hazel
39. I wear glasses or contacts
40. I am short
41. I am medium-height
42. I have long hair
43. I have freckles
44. I'm confident with my appearence (sometimes)
45. I am pale
46. My best feature is NOT my eyes
Internet
47. I have a myspace account
48. I am on IM a lot
49. I never sign off IM, even if I'm on as an away message
50. MSN kicks AIM's ass anyday
51. I have a bebo account
52. But we all know bebo sucks
53. I play internet games
54. I spend a lot of my time on the internet
Food and drink
55. I do not eat healthily
56. I adore coffee
57. Amazingly enough, NO, I don't like Starbucks
58. I have tried sushi
59. And I wasn't sick afterwards
60. I make my own smoothies
61. I love ice cream
62. I can't cook anything better than toast
63. I often sleep through breakfast
64. I am very fussy when it comes to food
65. I have tasted REAL Chinese food
66. I think fast food is gross
67. I eat cereal for breakfast every morning
68. I hate gum
69. Sliced bread is actually quite overrated
70. I home-grow a lot of my food
71. I am vegetarian
72. I am vegan
73. I do not have set meal plans
74. I have SUFFERED from an eating disorder in the past
75. And I'm still STRUGGLING with it
Life, the univers and other stuff…
76. I have a cat
77. I am allergic to cats
78. I am epileptic
79. Bolding surveys are my favourite!
80. I like where I live at the moment
81. I own an iPod
82. MP3 players kick iPod's asses anyday!
83. I believe Kurt Cobain was murdered
84. Summer is the best season
85. I don't drive
86. I am single
87. And I hate it
88. My last name is Polish or Russian
89. I am listening to a song by my favourite artist
90. Pink is my favourite colour
91. I am 100% BORED by politics
92. I am wearing makeup
93. I am taking this survey out of boredom
94. My best friend's first name begins with a letter from the 2nd half of the alphabet
95. I like my middle name
96. I love learning different languages
97. I like being outside
98. Untidy rooms bother me
99. I hate my accent
100. I am going to do another survey now
- Location:room. with a sunburn.
- Mood:
groggy - Music:family guy,
- Location:room.
- Mood: stressed
- Music:boys like girls.
- Location:room.
- Mood: nerdy
- Music:everything's magic - angels and airwaves
7 Things That Scare Me
+buff people.
+guns/knives.
+math teachers.
+rejection.
+mosh pits.
+crossing roads.
+embarassment.
7 Things I Like
+having an awesome best friend.
+music.
+thinking of my future.
+computers.
+exotic animals.
+intimidating people.
+being outgoing.
7 Things I hate
+algebra.
+soda.
+skinny people.
+when my iTunes isn't perfect.
+people who speak without thinking.
+being compared to people.
+regret.
7 Things In My Room
+bed.
+computer.
+guitar.
+television.
+bathroom (connected to my room)
+clothes and towels everywhere.
+stuffed animals.
7 Things About Me
+i'm the most judgemental person you'll ever meet.
+i can be quite the bitch.
+i have secrets that only a few people know about.
+i don't like the thought of religion, and the harshness of it.
+i have become obsessed with losing weight.
+i wish i could pull of dark hair.
+i love those "scene kids."
7 Things To Do Before I Die
+be the manager of my own music company.
+move to australia.
+become more of an indepedent person.
+hopefully adopt kids.
+do something that'll make me feel good of myself.
+stop being in my brothers shadow.
+meet a famous band =]
7 Things I Can Do
+cuss like a sailor.
+steal your boyfriend =] lmfao.
+make an amazing mix tape.
+sing in the shower.
+love someone with a love that is stronger than love. (lol)
+write some kickass poems.
+meet and greet people i've never seen before in my life.
7 Things I Couldn't Do
+tell someone that i was wrong.
+drive.
+pick ONE favorite band.
+let him go.
+eat seafood. (tuna's alright)
+memorize stuff.
+eat chocolate.
7 Favorite Movies
+Juno.
+Baby Moma.
+In Her Shoes
+Must Love Dogs
+Meet The Fockers.
+The Patriot
+National Treasure.
7 Things You Say The Most
+ true story.
+ fo realz.
+ dayyyyyumm you look fineeeee.
+ your boobs look big today.
+ shut the fuck up.
+ that's KILLIN' me.
+loser.
7 Favorite Songs
+Hope Now - Addison Road
+Practice Makes Perfect - Cute Is What We Aim For
+Darling - Eyes Set To Kill
+Teenage Dirtbag - Wheatus
+Body Language & Bad Habits - Just Surrender
+Reverie - The Morning Of
+Realize - Colbie Caillat
- Location:room, yo.
- Mood: confused
- Music:addison road.
boys like you suck.
"You know I, I hate you
No, I hate you more
You know I, I love you
No, I love you more
Yes, it's true
You've brainwashed me and now I'm more confused
I still somehow hope I end up with you
Yes, it's true
I romanticize every single thing I do
especially when it comes to you
I've sunken in the quicksands of love
and I don't want you to rescue me
Screw what my supposed friends think
It's obvious they reek of jealousy"
if you know me, you should know that i don't like my past.
especially when it comes back into the present.
i'm a strong believer that everything happens for a reason.
i'm not too sure what to think about it.
i'm confused as hell.
blah. on the other hand.
me and micayla are losing weight.
i've lost five pounds already.
olivia broke her foot yesterday.
and i get a kickass cell phone with touch screen and a slide out key-board.
and i enjoy goal kicks.
and it pisses me off when other people do them =]
- Location:room. with a sunburn.
- Mood: determined
- Music:the spill canvas/taking back sunday
i remember when you whispered in my ear "maybe love will find us again."
you were full of lies. the entire time. i always forgave you. you always found a way
to come crawling back to me. and i always took you back in. and i always will.
"You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted"
- Location:room.
- Mood:
guilty - Music:underoath.
-Madonna
"I'm tough, ambitious, and I know exactly what I want. If that makes me a bitch, okay.”
- Madonna.
"Just because I have my standards, they think I'm a bitch"
-Dianna Ross
so haha.
fuck you.
i'd do anything.
to feel the way you make me feel.
i want to believe in love again.
You start to stare at the ceiling
As you keep repeating
Take your time and make this count
There's unfinished business
No sign of a witness
But would you kiss your mother with that mouth?"
- Location:keyboarding.
- Mood:
enthralled - Music:just surrener (in my headd)
juno.
grandma.
burger king.
gabriela.
soccer.
today'll be a good day =]
I love you forever.
Allie Kat Koch.
The best dog ever.
Oscar will never have a best friend, quite as amazing as you.
You couldn't ever be replaced.
You lay under the tree, with your blue friend right beside you.
I'm crying so hard.
I don't understand these things.
I thought you'd last forever.
- Location:keyboarding.
- Mood: depressed
Then you’d have an A plus
I can’t defend you or your drunken ways
And that softball tee is way to short to support
All of the pain you’ve been putting it thru
Light weights to the back of the room
The word on the streets
Is that this social scene has gone to shit"
- Location:keyboarding.
- Mood: accomplished
- Music:robots & butterflies
And I'm loving every minute of it,
Its like I'm born again every time I breath in so,
If you're curious my favorite color's blue,
And I like to sing in the shower,
If you like I'll sing to you"
- Location:the best place everr. my room.
- Mood: relieved
- Music:secondhand serenade.
post has been deleted.
check farther up my journal for the newest request list.
thank you (:
- Location:room.
- Mood:
giddy - Music:family guy,
- Location:room.
- Mood:
weird - Music:we get on - kate nash.
- Location:bed. laptop.
- Mood:
busy - Music:the spill canvas.
- Location:room.
- Mood:
worried - Music:a change of pace
four people said i looked like ellen page, i was thrilled, lmfao.
i can't even believe that gabby is going out with brandon.
(yes, I just named names)
that girl is going downhill.
eating disorder, running away, sneaking out, wowzers.
justo llamas is gay.
lmfao.
seriously.
we found matt a woman =] haha.
she looks just like baytown megan.
@_@
i just updated cause i haven't done it in forever.
peace.
- Location:keyboarding.
- Mood:
recumbent - Music:hit the lights, in my head lol
as time passes, i realized that it was too good to exsist.
"so i'm burning up photographs, of what was a perfect past..."
i can seriously listen to that song over and over.
madina lake. mayday parade. paramore. = pure genious.
- Location:keyboarding.
- Mood: frustrated
- Music:madina lake.
First season through the seventh, lol.
Yes, i'm going to Warped.
Yes, I know more than half of the bands that will be there.
Yes, this'll be my first.
Yes, last years line-up is better.
So, don't freaking tell me "You've never even been!"
Cause guess what, YOU haven't either, sherlock.
There's a first for everything.
Yes, i got freakin pissed at you last night.
Yes, I don't want to talk to you.
brokencyde > breathe carolina.
and the guy next to me in my keyboarding class..
keeps on drawing me hearts with my name in the middle.
lmfao.
- Location:keyboarding.
- Mood: grumpy
Saw you laughing aloud to your friends when I was across the room,
I was across the room.
I sick of standing alone when you’re here.
Who’s good enough for you?
Who’s good enough for you?
Well it’s only love it’s not real anyways.
You’re gonna die in somebody else’s arms
And I have to live with that.
You’re gonna die in somebody else’s arms
And I have to live with that.
Well I hope you have a good life, hope you have a good life.
Well I hope you have a good life, hope you have a good life.
And I’ll say "Send me a card when you can, to where you think you should be."
Are where you think you should be?
Too bad, you’re missing the boat and I’m gone.
Call me when you come around.
Will you call me when you come around?
Well it’s only love it’s not real anyways.
It’s only love, it’s not real.
You’re gonna die in somebody else’s arms,
And I have to live with that.
You’re gonna die in somebody else’s arms,
And I have to live with that.
Well I hope you have a good life, hope you have a good life.
Well I hope you have a good life, hope you have a good life.
I’ll be happy to see you happy, if it’s with me or without me around.
I’ll be happy to see you happy, if it’s with me or without me around.
There’s too much, too much I know I’ll never say.
Please take me back, please take me back.
But you’re gonna die in somebody else’s arms,
And I have to live with that.
You’re gonna die in somebody else’s arms,
And I have to live with that. (I have to live)
Well I hope you have a good life, hope you have a good life.
- Location:room.
- Mood: dorky
- Music:permanentME.
- Location:room.
- Mood: confused
- Music:tegan and sara.
Me and Micayla are like really good friends again, and I love it.
Yes, we bicker at eachother at the time, and her stories drive me insane.
It was Brandon and that crazy control he has over her.
He called her and told her he didn't want ANYTHING to do with her anymore.
She was like, jumping up and down about it, and since then, Lance Nerio (LOL) asked her out.
And so has Matt Bean, (haha.)
We have D-Now next weekend and I hope we're in the same house.
Haha, we're gonna have so much fun.
Freakin Fancy didn't sign up, like a retard.
Well I had auburn hair, and then I like stripped the color, so now it's like a golden orange blonde color.
and I'm going too Wal-Mart later to get blonde hair dye.
No ma'am. I'm not going platnium blonde, haha sandy blonde or dirty blonde is probably alright.
I got this beautiful Bose iPod player thing.
It was my dad, and it was still in a box, never opened in the back of his closet, haha.
He never used it, so I asked him if I could have it and he was like , yeah sure. So bam.
The power was out lastnight.
For like ever.
Suckeedd.
- Location:room.
- Mood: mischievous
- Music:there's no "I" in team - taking back sunday.
haven't posted in a while.
im in keyboarding.
and im grounded.
for i don't know how long.
paramore didn't win the grammy.
i cried, haha.
the crackhead won.
i can play
hop a plane -tegan and sara
a time for yohe - between the trees
on deaf ears... - crash romeo
on my guitar.
i know, skills, right? haha.
well 3 mintues until the bell.
later kids =]
- Location:keyboarding.
- Mood: relieved
There were some cool kids there. Awesome girls, weird dudes haha.
I get to go tomorrow though. Maybe it'll be better.
They had some killer food. Pizza and nachos and just about every candy imaginable.
GOOOOODD stuff.
I'm in english class.
Mrs. Wilson gave us a day off. Woo, fun.
So i'm here until 3:10, then I think i'm going home to take a nap, =]
i have to sign up for d-now!
Love that weekend, so much. It's at the end of February, don't remember what days.
Our leader was such a bitch last year, though.
I hope she doesn't come back.
Bwahaha.
- Location:english class.
- Mood: sleepy
- Music:nothing =[
& Thursday.
Tomorrow I get to read my lovely poem with my many voices.
then on Thursday I get to speak my mind =] haha.
Yesterday at church. I chipped my tooth. Like a corner of it was gone.
Thank God my dad's a dentist, haha.
He had it fixed in like 20 minutes, and it looks normal, lol.
I have this new obsession with Tegan & Sara.
I seriously think they're amazing.
All my friends think they're little dykes and go on and on about how much they suck.
Whatever.
They listen to crap music, oh I mean RAP music.
Anyways, they're my new loves.
I got all their CD's from
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wedontsendit and personally, i like their newer stuff.This kid came in the office today. I loved his name.
Keegan Preston
Snazzy name if you ask me.
My granny isn't doing good at all.
She's been in Beaumont, and they just brought her back today.
They don't think she's gonna make it past this week. Sucks so much.
I always spend my summers at her house.
She makes the best homemade breakfast in the world.
She's the first one who showed me what coffee-milk is.
Now, everyday when I drink it, i'm just going to start crying.
I love her so much. I don't want to say goodbye.
- Location:rrroooooom.
- Mood:
moody - Music:so they say.
they're gonna be my band of the day =]
because I think they're great.
two guys. some acoustics. some amazing lyrics. and other.. instruments lol
download their album here; http://www.sendspace.com/file/iai77o
dude. i can play hop a plane by tegan and sara on my guitar.
well it's still a little choppy. but it's so easy. only 3 chords needed lol.
Daly is coming over.
We have a gay science project to work on.
Then I'm either going to my church, or Dylan's for the Super Bowl.
I'm undecided.
It just depends on how I feel later.
Well I must go finish straightening my hair and what not.
- Location:bathroom.
- Mood: lazy
- Music:the scene aesthetic
Mainly cause it has Valentine's day.
Always hated that holiday.
Maybe that'll change?
Haha, hphm. Maybe.
Dude. I really like
wedontsendit kickass.Amazing songs.
I've gotten like so many new CD's.
..i think i'm going to make some coffee.
I feel like getting hyper =]
I seriously HATE Avril. But this song kicks ass.
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
- Location:room.
- Mood:
energetic - Music:hot - avril lavigne
For everything I never said
When you were here
And so I'm burning up photographs
Of what was a perfect past
'Cause I'm still here
But I'm barely holding on
Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt
And I wish you were here
It's so hard that I try to bury it
Pretend that you didn't exist
So I can be strong
But I feel sick
And I feel diseased
'Cause everyone abandons me
And I can't move along
'Cause I'm barely holding on
Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt
And I wish you were here
I can not pretend you didn't exist
Misery is just a state of mind
Hiding from the world's no way to live
So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine
I'll be fine
But since I lost you I'm barely holding on
Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference between
Me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt
So I look up to the stars
And wonder out loud
Why everything I had in life
Has fallen from my arms
Can you even hear this song?
I'm screaming at the clouds
Screaming to a galaxy
That never cared at all
That I need you here
- Location:room.
- Mood: sleepy
- Music:madina lake.
I don't want anyone else to realize how amazing you are.
He has someone else too tell everything too now.
I don't know anything.
March the first, would be one year.
Let's just say i'm so glad it isn't.
We had our ups & downs.
It was about time someone came and screwed it up.
Who are we now?
Who are you?
"You know my heart (so tell me all that's needed, cause i don't really want this)
Knows all these lines (cause my jealous heart can't take that)"
-The Last Something That Meant Anything, Mayday Parade
- Location:office.
- Mood:
envious - Music:mayday parade
Dude. I was thinking earlier.
I don't write as near as much as I used too.
I don't know. I guess I just don't have that much inspiration anymore.
Now, when I write. It looks like crap. It's just not worthy of anything.
Suckss. Hphm.
I need inspiration.
Not another negoation.
My mom is leaving tonight, and going to Beaumont.
My grandmother needs a break.
- Location:yo momma's house.
- Mood: uncomfortable
- Music:the audition
Uhm, yeah. I love this song.
http://www.purevolume.com/betweenthetree
It's the first song on their playlist.
White Lines & Red Lights
-Between The Trees
and at red lights we press our lips together
and we're holding tight now
slow it down now
Let's take our time
let the moment last
until it feels right
holding back
and not getting to carried away
let the music fade
Cause you are the brightest star
I'm in love with who you are
And you are the brightest star
I'm lost without your love
We are in each others arms
just like a movie scene
cause as we're leaning in
the light decides to turn green
Me and you together
this is getting better
just butterflies won't do
I don't want just red lights
I want more of these nights
cause baby I love you
You and me is what matters most
It's not the intimacy that brings me
closer to you...
I'll post again later.
- Location:room.
- Mood: groggy
- Music:between the trees :)
I haven't felt like this in a long time.
Dylan.
That kid amazes me. He always knows what's wrong with me. He understands me.
I had an amazing time with him yesterday.
We bought a $7 dollar bag of skittles =]
Haha. Then completely forgot about them.
He hated the rock candy that i put in there.
We played putt-putt. Which I got a hole-in-one baby (:
I got knocked in the cheek with his elbow.
But he made sure that it was getting better.
He says the sweetest things.
I feel like i'm in Kindergarden again (:
- Location:my room.
- Mood:
loved - Music:between the trees
hey kiddos (:
happy late new year!
haven't posted on here since last year. bwahaha.
something random?
i have all of the paramore lost songs (:
well not ALL of them, but the ones that most people have.
and they're amazing.
they were done when hayley was 14, yeah?
something like thatt.
she's freakin 19 now!
*tear*
haha my little paramore is growing up so fast.
-avery
- Location:at school. english class.
- Mood:
geeky - Music:the sound of other people's music around me
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